departure
January 22, 2017
Waking to the sound of her breath in the darkness, he gathered his belongings in silence, hoping not to disturb her sleep. … More departure
Tag: Emotion
Meshing Thought and Emotion
July 5, 2016
Through the course of time As life runs its circles There comes a time When death is evident Without change And until change is upon us Life flys away With the joy of love And / or childhood When stagnation Sets in like a poison From a cobra’s fangs Til love becomes irrelevant “the further … More Meshing Thought and Emotion
searching for a glimpse of death
May 10, 2016
Yea, for I shall welcome death In its simplicity For difference there is not Behold for consciousness Is but the grim realization of life And when the day shall come When life is no longer What shall I fear Except the pain required for it And what must our consciousness become And if … More searching for a glimpse of death
on losing it all the year i turned forty
August 27, 2015
what have i done to merit such loss? what have i done that life doth exhaust? what have i done for this love to flee? what have i done that this way it should be? what have i done that life from me hath been removed? what have i done that my soul be not … More on losing it all the year i turned forty
tears
May 29, 2015
the effort it takes to hold back the tears becomes more and more trying with more and more crying and more and more denying and more and more wanting to let the flood rain to let the blood drain to let the song refrain to let the tears fall upon the pain deep within upon … More tears
i am bound
April 20, 2015
my brain is getting the best of me the processor is working overtime and i am spiraling i am never an angry person i don’t want to be angry but i feel its grip on me darkness and rancor surround me they make themselves at home in my dungeon sour wetness trickles down cold stone … More i am bound
a low hum
March 16, 2015
a low hum and i can hear the windows in the close darkness draw near to me and in the emptiness i thought i heard you breathe i must move but the silence holds me captive binds me where i lie on my back in the dark in all absence of light and in the … More a low hum
sour in my heart
March 10, 2015
the sour in my heart and bitter in my mouth increase in intensity and the darkness around me becomes empty when i reach out the cold is deathly and damp the magic inside the spark of love the spark of romance the spark of life has been snuffed out can you smell the smoke? how … More sour in my heart
cover
March 6, 2015
i go out or my way and it does no good running in circles not doing the thing i know i should i need to tell to share these doubts that stare at me from a pool on the floor of unwarranted shouts i cover my ears i cover my eyes hold away the guilt … More cover
ill-composed melody
February 18, 2015
nightlight with piano attuned representations of misconceptions assumptions and judgements crescendo of emotions jumping off walls pouncing composer, director, and musician taboo scales play back and forth here in this house the individual rules with misunderstandings of another’s drummer almost intentionally instrumentations of ignorance lyrics of inexperience half measures of surface notions accents of inconsideration … More ill-composed melody
echoes in the darkness 