Through the course of time As life runs its circles There comes a time When death is evident Without change And until change is upon us Life flys away With the joy of love And / or childhood When stagnation Sets in like a poison From a cobra’s fangs Til love becomes irrelevant “the further … More Meshing Thought and Emotion
Yea, for I shall welcome death In its simplicity For difference there is not Behold for consciousness Is but the grim realization of life And when the day shall come When life is no longer What shall I fear Except the pain required for it And what must our consciousness become And if … More searching for a glimpse of death
i have not else left it has been taken from me i am empty now before me lies dark fear grips me with a cold hand i shudder alone forward i step out planting my foot unstable i hesitate so i cannot go back i am no longer welcome i must push forward the dark … More haiku in the dark
what have i done to merit such loss? what have i done that life doth exhaust? what have i done for this love to flee? what have i done that this way it should be? what have i done that life from me hath been removed? what have i done that my soul be not … More on losing it all the year i turned forty
the effort it takes to hold back the tears becomes more and more trying with more and more crying and more and more denying and more and more wanting to let the flood rain to let the blood drain to let the song refrain to let the tears fall upon the pain deep within upon … More tears
my brain is getting the best of me the processor is working overtime and i am spiraling i am never an angry person i don’t want to be angry but i feel its grip on me darkness and rancor surround me they make themselves at home in my dungeon sour wetness trickles down cold stone … More i am bound
the sour in my heart and bitter in my mouth increase in intensity and the darkness around me becomes empty when i reach out the cold is deathly and damp the magic inside the spark of love the spark of romance the spark of life has been snuffed out can you smell the smoke? how … More sour in my heart
i go out or my way and it does no good running in circles not doing the thing i know i should i need to tell to share these doubts that stare at me from a pool on the floor of unwarranted shouts i cover my ears i cover my eyes hold away the guilt … More cover
overlooking the river of death from the cliff of dreamlessness as the winds of despair wrack my broken naked body with agony of defeat i prepare to dive. the judges await my final performance belief in life has all diminished with the colors of the coming moon i breathe in black and white, mostly black … More emotional personification
my mind escapes taking my heart with it in a blood-curdling scream my emotion is splattered across a white wall and i go down gasping for seventeen seconds more while someone somewhere is thinking if me in disgust now i slit my throat on my own tears as i open the horizon of my soul … More my mind escapes
echoes in the darkness 