tears

the effort it takes to hold back the tears becomes more and more trying with more and more crying and more and more denying and more and more wanting to let the flood rain to let the blood drain to let the song refrain to let the tears fall upon the pain deep within upon … More tears

i am bound

my brain is getting the best of me the processor is working overtime and i am spiraling i am never an angry person i don’t want to be angry but i feel its grip on me darkness and rancor surround me they make themselves at home in my dungeon sour wetness trickles down cold stone … More i am bound

a low hum

a low hum and i can hear the windows in the close darkness draw near to me and in the emptiness i thought i heard you breathe i must move but the silence holds me captive binds me where i lie on my back in the dark in all absence of light and in the … More a low hum

sour in my heart

the sour in my heart and bitter in my mouth increase in intensity and the darkness around me becomes empty when i reach out the cold is deathly and damp the magic inside the spark of love the spark of romance the spark of life has been snuffed out can you smell the smoke? how … More sour in my heart