Through the course of time As life runs its circles There comes a time When death is evident Without change And until change is upon us Life flys away With the joy of love And / or childhood When stagnation Sets in like a poison From a cobra’s fangs Til love becomes irrelevant “the further … More Meshing Thought and Emotion
what have i done to merit such loss? what have i done that life doth exhaust? what have i done for this love to flee? what have i done that this way it should be? what have i done that life from me hath been removed? what have i done that my soul be not … More on losing it all the year i turned forty
my brain is getting the best of me the processor is working overtime and i am spiraling i am never an angry person i don’t want to be angry but i feel its grip on me darkness and rancor surround me they make themselves at home in my dungeon sour wetness trickles down cold stone … More i am bound
i go out or my way and it does no good running in circles not doing the thing i know i should i need to tell to share these doubts that stare at me from a pool on the floor of unwarranted shouts i cover my ears i cover my eyes hold away the guilt … More cover
overlooking the river of death from the cliff of dreamlessness as the winds of despair wrack my broken naked body with agony of defeat i prepare to dive. the judges await my final performance belief in life has all diminished with the colors of the coming moon i breathe in black and white, mostly black … More emotional personification
my mind escapes taking my heart with it in a blood-curdling scream my emotion is splattered across a white wall and i go down gasping for seventeen seconds more while someone somewhere is thinking if me in disgust now i slit my throat on my own tears as i open the horizon of my soul … More my mind escapes
let the darkness embrace me warm me love me wrap my naked soul in death … More let the darkness embrace me
don’t pray for me don’t pray for me don’t touch me here and now i look around all eyes on me don’t pray for me now i’m dirtier than you can see your heavy eyes see through me but I’m dirtier than you can see don’t pray for me now you wear the label ‘family’ … More don’t pray for me
clouds of destiny float through the void in my heart where the black rivers of forgotten dreams meet and mix to form an acid ocean of bitterness and lonliness death has awakened and prowls the shores of the black sea of my soul heaven has opened as if to engage my heart but only leaves … More could have been
a time of tranquility passes me by darkness opens dreams fall and I cry when they break upon a hard wood floor cobwebs in the corners send staleness through my veins i sit in hell writing my own epitaph the gravesight of my soul has shown itself the universe is split it has swallowed my … More a time of tranquility
echoes in the darkness 