Through the course of time As life runs its circles There comes a time When death is evident Without change And until change is upon us Life flys away With the joy of love And / or childhood When stagnation Sets in like a poison From a cobra’s fangs Til love becomes irrelevant “the further … More Meshing Thought and Emotion
what have i done to merit such loss? what have i done that life doth exhaust? what have i done for this love to flee? what have i done that this way it should be? what have i done that life from me hath been removed? what have i done that my soul be not … More on losing it all the year i turned forty
the effort it takes to hold back the tears becomes more and more trying with more and more crying and more and more denying and more and more wanting to let the flood rain to let the blood drain to let the song refrain to let the tears fall upon the pain deep within upon … More tears
my brain is getting the best of me the processor is working overtime and i am spiraling i am never an angry person i don’t want to be angry but i feel its grip on me darkness and rancor surround me they make themselves at home in my dungeon sour wetness trickles down cold stone … More i am bound
a low hum and i can hear the windows in the close darkness draw near to me and in the emptiness i thought i heard you breathe i must move but the silence holds me captive binds me where i lie on my back in the dark in all absence of light and in the … More a low hum
i go out or my way and it does no good running in circles not doing the thing i know i should i need to tell to share these doubts that stare at me from a pool on the floor of unwarranted shouts i cover my ears i cover my eyes hold away the guilt … More cover
overlooking the river of death from the cliff of dreamlessness as the winds of despair wrack my broken naked body with agony of defeat i prepare to dive. the judges await my final performance belief in life has all diminished with the colors of the coming moon i breathe in black and white, mostly black … More emotional personification
and then he wrote “so the sun has set once more, and long after, I sit alone like before writing endless prose. it will all make sense one day I suppose. and tonight I forgot to check the sky. but no tears will fall from my eye. it just seems bazaar to try to cry. … More and then he wrote
let the darkness embrace me warm me love me wrap my naked soul in death … More let the darkness embrace me
don’t pray for me don’t pray for me don’t touch me here and now i look around all eyes on me don’t pray for me now i’m dirtier than you can see your heavy eyes see through me but I’m dirtier than you can see don’t pray for me now you wear the label ‘family’ … More don’t pray for me
echoes in the darkness 