the effort it takes to hold back the tears becomes more and more trying with more and more crying and more and more denying and more and more wanting to let the flood rain to let the blood drain to let the song refrain to let the tears fall upon the pain deep within upon … More tears

i am bound

my brain is getting the best of me the processor is working overtime and i am spiraling i am never an angry person i don’t want to be angry but i feel its grip on me darkness and rancor surround me they make themselves at home in my dungeon sour wetness trickles down cold stone … More i am bound

ill-composed melody

nightlight with piano attuned representations of misconceptions assumptions and judgements crescendo of emotions jumping off walls pouncing composer, director, and musician taboo scales play back and forth here in this house the individual rules with misunderstandings of another’s drummer almost intentionally instrumentations of ignorance lyrics of inexperience half measures of surface notions accents of inconsideration … More ill-composed melody